Prayer in Times of Worry, 2020

Version 3

Jesus,

I stockpile my worries.

I hoard fear within me.

My childhood boogie man is under my bed.

 

I crate fear.

I store more fear than toilet paper.

My 401k melts before my eyes,

My children play innocently in the next room.

Not sure how I will support them.

I want the carefree souls they have.

I am jealous as hell.

 

I am afraid for those I love.

I fear death’s dark day.

My neighbor’s Christmas lights shine again.

I can’t see the light at the end.

I can’t see the glimmer within me.

 

I want to purchase another gun

But I know I can’t protect myself with weapons.

I am ready for a HAZMAT suit

But it will not protect my restless heart.

 

I fear my isolation.

I don’t know how to spend my time.

I want to look beyond me

But I am hoarding food.

Let other people earn their bread.

I want mine.

I want everything.

I deserve everything I own.

 

I blame politicians.

I blame God.

I blame the sneeze.

I blame the cough.

I blame my neighbor’s handshake.

I blame the media.

I blame the doctors.

I blame the fear.

I blame.

 

I can’t go to a movie.

I can’t watch sports.

I can’t shop for clothes.

I can’t even go to church.

 

Jesus, where can I go?

 

I know. I know. I don’t want to admit it.

I can go to you.

For protection,

For hope,

For love,

For creativity,

For a generous spirit,

For a way of giving and not hoarding,

For seeing beyond my entitlement,

Seeing that all my stuff is illusion.

 

Jesus,

I know. These are unique days.

These are the weeks

To give you time to love me.

I know.

You will change my heart

And welcome my hand to serve others.

 

Amen

 

“Could this be the Lent we have even given up Jesus?”

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My Dear Believers,

Mercy is at our door. As church doors are temporarily latched out of concern for people’s health, the gospel opens up our call to remain fully present to our loved ones.

We are in uncharted waters. Fears bundle in our hearts. Concern for people living alone surface in our thoughts. People with heart conditions or people who are going through chemotherapy remain vulnerable to illness. People who suffer depression are at the center of our thoughts because fear can be so overwhelming. People are frightened about job loss, about providing for their families. People who normally struggle to make ends meet are now blanketed with constant worry about tomorrow.

This is a Lent like no other. Could this be the Lent we have even given up Jesus? On the surface it certainly seems so. However, we know who we are. We are people who follow the Master to the cross and to the empty tomb. We are the people who hold tight to love. We are believers who know within our hearts that mercy and forgiveness become real in difficult times. We remain one in Christ and community is still our home.

In this Lent, the world is facing the Cross of Christ. We have choices to make today. Even though we are fasting even from the Eucharist, we still need to sort through our experiences and feed on Jesus’ healing love. We experience the Cross of Christ not as a pietistic sentiment, but as a deep and profound reality of who we are as baptized Christians. We are the Body of Christ broken to be shared so others may know love and forgiveness.

So let’s use this experience of isolation as retreat, with profound reflection, and settle into Jesus Christ. I invite you to continue to find quiet time in this retreat. Perhaps in such time of prayer, offer your wringing hands to God. Offer your frustrations about people who are physically and emotionally vulnerable about this disease. Offer to God your fear about whether or not you will be paid for your jobs. Pray my friends, please.

Now is the time to huddle with your family and especially your children. Perhaps this is the time of deeper conversation. Please, talk with your kids. Tell them in an emotional embrace that you love them. Reassure those who live under your roof that hope is at the door. For heaven’s sake, during this unique moment, reassess your relationship with your children.

In this time of profound isolation, reach out to friends on the phone or Skype or any other way in which you can hear the voices of people who love you. Listen as well to the voice of Jesus in the Scriptures, in your usual prayers or Novenas or within nature. But for your sake, listen. God is planting deep longing within us. This is the time where grace is being given in what seems like a dormant, isolating uncertainty. Listen, my friends to the sound of love that is underneath our fear.

Today’s gospel challenges us to forgive. Perhaps the work of the scriptures is unfolding within us in ways we least expect. Make sure you are taking time to reflect on the gospel for the Mass each day. Click here for a link to the United States Conference of Catholic Bishops website to find the sacred readings for each day.

I know this is a time of sleepless nights for many people. Parents face job loss.  Health care workers serve the reality of human disease.  Panic about food. People living with depression face even greater isolation. Real life is our prayer.

I pray we may continue to be one in Christ, even in the confines of our homes, even when fear knocks so strongly at the door. Seek Christ. Only love unlocks fear.

From the Lorica of Saint Patrick

Christ with me, Christ before me, Christ behind me,

Christ in me, Christ beneath me, Christ above me,

Christ on my right, Christ on my left,

Christ when I lie down, Christ when I sit down,

Christ in the heart of everyone who thinks of me,

Christ in the mouth of everyone who speaks of me,

Christ in the eye that sees me, Christ in the ear that hears me.

Blessings on this Saint Patrick’s Day,

Fr. Ron

 

Pope Francis: “United to Christ, we are never alone”

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Here is Pope Francis’ prayer united with Mary during this time of illness:

O Mary,
you always shine on our path
as a sign of salvation and of hope.
We entrust ourselves to you, Health of the Sick,
who at the cross took part in Jesus’ pain, keeping your faith firm.
You, Salvation of the Roman People,
know what we need,
and we are sure you will provide
so that, as in Cana of Galilee,
we may return to joy and to feasting
after this time of trial.
Help us, Mother of Divine Love,
to conform to the will of the Father
and to do as we are told by Jesus,
who has taken upon himself our sufferings
and carried our sorrows
to lead us, through the cross,
to the joy of the resurrection. Amen.

Under your protection, we seek refuge, Holy Mother of God. Do not disdain the entreaties of we who are in trial, but deliver us from every danger, O glorious and blessed Virgin.

 

Prayer of the Faithful: Third Sunday of Lent 2020

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“The Woman at the Well” Painting by: Ronald Raab, CSC 2020

 

(Since we cannot pray these prayers together at Mass, please pray them in the quiet of your life and heart. We remain one in prayer even when we are separated. As we proclaim the encounter of the Woman at the Well and Jesus’ thirst, we must fast from his Real Presence. Pray for everyone who thirsts for such communion.)

March 15, 2020

Third Sunday of Lent

We pray for all who lead us in faith, Francis our Pope and Michael our bishop. God, allow mercy to be on the lips of our leaders, and may they find joy in your presence.

We pray to the Lord.

We pray for those who feel they do not belong in family or church. God, invite all people to your well of love so they may experience your peace.

We pray to the Lord.

We pray for forgiveness to wash away past guilt. God, shower us with mercy and bring us all into your glorious presence of love.

We pray to the Lord.

We pray for all whose bodies are broken with illness and disease. God, heal the hearts, the minds, and souls of the emotionally weary and physically sick.

We pray to the Lord.

We pray for all who have given up on life. God, receive the lives of people in depression and help the members of our family to live from their gifts and talents.

We pray to the Lord.

We pray for all who have died. God, receive the souls and lives of our friends and family members. In this Mass…

We pray to the Lord.

 

 

 

 

 

Luke 15:1-3, 11-32, The Prodigal Son

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The Prodigal Son, Painting by: Ronald Raab, CSC 2017

 

Today’s gospel from Luke invites us to examine family life.

Part of us understands the young son who desires to break away from his tradition to discover his own voice, his budding gifts, and his desire to put his own spin on his life in the world. Many of us have experienced these years of struggle growing up.

There is also a piece of our hearts that feel the deep resentment of the older son. Many of us can also relate to him because we have stood next to those we love and so often feel invisible to our parents or our spouse or our children. The older son’s fidelity becomes jagged with tension, resentment and bitterness. Faithfulness reveals ongoing turmoil. Life is not easy; it is not black and white.

The father awakens my heart today. He stood along the road and looked ahead, waiting for this son’s return. The father’s posture, his attitude, and his heart all took the long view. From the long view, the son and the father were united. Mercy found a home in each of them. Love became deeper and more meaningful, mending time and hurt.

Today would have been my own father’s 100 birthday. I am amazed how time heals and offers perspective. Time slips away in the moment but the long view invites beauty and care.

Today, how do you deal with your family conflicts? Is it possible to look toward the long view of life? Can the hurts settle and your heart become quiet? Is it possible today to run toward love for all who most need you?

We are in the long view of God. He waits for us so dearly.

 

 

 

All Masses Canceled through March 31, 2020

The Diocese of Colorado Springs, The Diocese of Pueblo, and the Archdiocese of Denver have canceled all Masses from March 13 through March 31, 2020.

All parish events are canceled at Sacred Heart Church, Our Lady of Perpetual Help in Manitou Springs, and Holy Rosary in Cascade.

For more information, please consult our parish website: http://www.sacredheartcos.org 

Third Sunday of Lent 2020: Bulletin Cover Art and Column

March 15, 2020 Bulletin Cover

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March 15, 2020

Third Sunday of Lent

Dear Followers of the Living Christ,

Today, we eavesdrop the encounter between Jesus and the woman who approaches the well in John 4:5-42. This tender interaction reveals the mercy of Jesus. At this well, we also come face to face with our own truths. Jesus knows us better than we know the instincts of our own hearts. In this text, we cannot hide from him, for he knows us completely. Here, we carry our burdens and empty them in his presence. We pour out our pasts, our needs before him. This lovely woman is our guide to Jesus’ heart.

A woman arrives at the communal well at high noon. The time is paradoxical. The sun is at its height, yet she desires to be invisible among her community. Most of the women would have been at the well in the early morning to retrieve water for cleansing and cooking at the beginning of the day. The woman arrives later and as she encounters Jesus she carries more than an empty jar, she carries many personal burdens in her fragile heart.

Jesus receives her. Not just her human quest for water, but also her longing to be known, even at high noon. Jesus knows her. He understands her hesitancy, as she looks down to the ground when he is near. He opens a conversation asking for water. The love poured out to her from Jesus is profound and deep. She is after all, a foreigner. Jesus breaks down so many barriers. He cracks social expectations into pieces. His presence brings her joy and healing. She begins to open up to him. Her vulnerability shines greater than the sunlight. He knows her deeply; her parched heart becomes drenched in grace in his presence. She knows that miracles will happen with the Messiah. She is speaking to the Long-Awaited-One. Everything she always wanted is unfolding in her sight.

The water Jesus offers is his abundant and flowing mercy. We all ache to be washed clean and to be known in him. This water stirs up the mystery of our own baptism. The commitment God made to us in the washing of baptism is eternal. This mercy does not dry up nor is it only for those who live a good life. In this Lenten season, we come back to Jesus because the journey of life is long and cumbersome. We need to remind ourselves that we are loved in him. We need to empty our despair into his hands and allow him to wash away the grit and grime of our earthly doubts, sins and past history.

One of the misconceptions of Lent is that we are to beat ourselves up for being sinners. We are mistaken if we put ourselves down, if we think we don’t live up to Church teaching. This is a deep misconception. Lent, is a journey toward springtime, a renewal of our life in the everlasting and profound love that only Jesus offers. In Lent, we examine our lives one more time, only to come to the conclusion that we cannot live without God. This becomes our exultant praise on Easter. Our hearts are rich when we learn that only God’s love and mercy wash away our doubt and failures.

As we grow older, the past always seems to loom large. Sometimes we can’t forget our sins, our sexual histories, the ways in which we treated people poorly and all of our misfortunes and everything bad that others put on our lives in the past. Lent is a time to be free from all of those things yet one more time. Lent opens us to the infinite ways in which Jesus’ love flows threw our sinfulness, our despair and discouragement. Lent is a time in which we gain new insight about who Jesus is for us and why he is our redeemer in the first place. No matter how old we get, we tend to forget that our hearts become empty, and that only Jesus fills them with love, hope and forgiveness.

I want to overhear this conversation between this young woman and Jesus so I may know him in a deeper way. Nothing fills my heart as his mercy. Nothing stands in the way of the miracle of his everlasting life within me. The woman’s testimony is deep and broad and it is true and real. It is has reached my heart and I am sure her testimony rests in yours.

“We no longer believe because of your word; for we have heard for ourselves,
and we know that this is truly the savior of the world.”
Blessings,

Fr. Ron