Reflecting on my life and ministry, “At Sixty”

"At Sixty" Painting: Ronald Raab, CSC

“At Sixty”
Painting: Ronald Raab, CSC

I celebrate my 60th birthday today.

This painting reflects my life as a writer, artist, preacher and priest. I used the November issue of Ministry and Liturgy magazine to express the heart of my ministry. The title of the feature article is “Unlikely voices”. Notice the drip of paint that covers the “s”. My life has been an “unlikely voice” to express the compassion, love and mercy of God for people who are marginalized. I also used the first page of my book, “The Unsheltered Heart” to express the path that I have found in ministry toward people’s suffering and consolation.

I am so grateful this day for my life and my ministry as a priest. Today, everything seems so intertwined, so beautiful and so filled with the Holy Spirit. I am so grateful for all the ways I can use my unlikely voice, through writing, preaching and painting to lift up our human poverty into the love of God.

With gratitude and prayer,

Ron

Mark 12: 28-44, “The Widow”

"The Widow" Ronald Raab, CSC

“The Widow”
Ronald Raab, CSC

Dear Believers,

We listen to Mark 12-38-44 this Sunday telling the crowds to be aware of the scribes who go around in long robes and enjoy seats of honor. What they give to the treasury is more about their status than a true offering to God. A poor widow gives a couple of small coins, an offering that evokes a message of genuine giving—her few cents come from her survival and her need, from her genuine poverty. She gives to God all that she possesses from her earthly survival.

There are many ways to interpret the poor widow. She is often used for fundraising, for inviting people to give from their need. We hear this gospel in November, at the conclusion of the liturgical year, and I think this changes the message. We reflect on end times in the liturgy today, on the ways we are to see God as our only priority here on earth.

The anonymous widow offered her entire soul to God. She gave to the offering most of her earthly attachments. She gave more than money; she offered God her lowly status, her cultural powerlessness in a time when widows could not own land or have a job. As a widow she had no status and no authority or voice among the village. Her life was tough. My drawing reveals her struggle. Her face is complex; her expression is sheer bewilderment, exhaustion, and uncertainty about her future. She is exhausted by her life on the earth and turns to offer God all that remains and all that has been stripped from her.

The liturgy in this month challenges us to let go of all that keeps us from offering our real lives to God. We hide behind our judgments about people. We cling to our attitudes that put more people down than we elevate by our good will. This gospel challenges us to let go of our pride, our illusions of control, and our excuses not to pay attention to God. The woman’s offering illustrates how to let go of what holds us back, what clings to our souls, what stains our relationships. We give to God all that we have, all that is valuable to us and all that means something to other people.

God wants everything in our lives if we are to fully follow Jesus. We leave nothing behind. Everything must ultimately be offered to God. Jesus transforms our poverty, our weariness, our small efforts, our ill health, our worries about our children, and our weak hope for the future. We let go of every little thing we posses in order to discover God’s grace for us. Like small coins in the coffer, we drop our pride, our sin, our stubbornness, and our anger so that God may reveal his riches within us.

Here are some statements to consider from this week’s gospel: 

How is the Holy Spirit challenging you to give more of yourself to the Father? 

What are the small tokens you offer to God—such as your regrets, your history, your lack of attention?

 What in your life, what secret do you keep, from God, that you hoard for yourself?

How can you offer to God your time and relationships? 

How can you offer your talents and gifts for the common good? 

What does the widow represent for you?

How would you describe her in the story? 

How is the widow a challenge for you? 

How is she a consolation?

How does she speak to you personally about how you are to pray?

Blessings,

Fr. Ron

All Souls: The Commemoration of All the Faithful Departed

"All Souls" Painting by: Ronald Raab, CSC

“All Souls” Painting by: Ronald Raab, CSC

Today, we believe that the stories told of our loved ones will bring healing to our souls as well. I invite you to pray for all the dead. For Christians, reflecting on death and remembering our loved ones is part of the mystery of faith in Christ’s passion, death and resurrection.

I hope these statements will help you enter into prayer today:

As I take stock of my life, I am afraid of letting go of ______________________.

I fear death because_______________________.

I carry so many hurts about losing friends and family and I regret________________.

I need to mourn____________________________.

Jesus, show me how to die to my own selfishness, my illusion of security, my anger about my past and my rage that my life has not turned out as I had planned so that ________.

I entrust my life, my past and my future to Jesus today so that_________________.

Today, I pray within my heart for________________________. 

Today, I remember (bring to prayer the names of your loved ones)______.

All Saints: “Let Heaven Rejoice”

Finger Painting:

Finger Painting: “Let Heaven Rejoice” Ronald Raab, CSC
October 31, 2015

We are all on an incredible and passionate journey toward heaven. Our life on earth remains a constant challenge to say, “Yes!” to the remarkable power of God. The Holy Spirit’s invitation to love is always with us, even when we think we are not worthy of forgiveness or mercy or kindness. Our hearts bear the beauty of God’s grace if our eyes are open or not, if our souls are receptive or burdened, if our lives are lived with faith or doubt.

Our journey to heaven means that we enter more deeply into the meaning of our humanity. We are to put into practice the Beatitudes in daily life. We are reminded today that the path toward sainthood is found in the messiness of life here on earth. We do not slavishly copy the life of Jesus, but we enter into the real truth of our lives. We are to live our honest selves. We use our unique path to get to heaven and to serve people here on earth. We are to listen to the weary and the lost, we are to befriend those who grieve, we are to work for peace and befriend those who search for mercy. We carry our crosses today and the burdens of those who have only suffering to offer.

The Holy Spirit constantly reforms our lives, always moves us into a deeper trust in God if we can crack open our stubbornness and insincerity. We are never too old to learn something new, never too tired to bear the commands Jesus may have for us, never too sick to believe that Jesus is with us. Saints are not made of stained-glass or carved from marble or wood. Rather, saints come from the uncertainty of daily life and the miraculous power of faith in action. Saints are formed from God’s love and people’s belief that life has meaning.

Here are some questions for you to consider on this day that we celebrate our role models, our spiritual coaches, this day of ALL SAINTS.

I invite you this week to discover a saint that speaks to you. Pray with his or her life. Perhaps there are several saints that give you courage to move through your own obstacles in life. Here are some questions to consider:

How can you lean on one of our Church’s role models for help?

How can you let go of the obstacles in your own life in order to live the Beatitudes?

What do you learn about faith from examining the lives of the saints?

How do they teach you to pray?

How do they teach you to serve other people?

What are you gifts and skills from which the saints will help you form a life of holiness?

Domestic Violence Awareness Month, October 2015

"FEAR" Charcoal, Ronald Raab, CSC, October 2015

“FEAR” Charcoal, Ronald Raab, CSC, October 2015

Domestic Violence Awareness is so important in our communities. Please learn more even though tomorrow is the last day of October, awareness month. This morning I drew this face that could be either male or female as an image of fear. Please pray for our families who struggle on a daily basis with their closest relationships.

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