On The Margins – John 16:12-15

Listen to my weekly radio show, On the Margins. We celebrate the concept of the Trinity, the continuation of the Easter Mysteries. This feast goes beyond the notion of a triangle or clover. We entrust our lives to God who has first given us life. All truth is guided by God’s love for us. There is more to be revealed in the gift of the Holy Spirit. Solemnity of the Most Holy Trinity , May 26, 2013.

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The Year of Faith Retreat will be posted every month, from October 2012 through November 2013.

Pentecost: A day of farewell and gratitude

Dear Friends,

Last Sunday May 19, I celebrated Eucharist at Saint Andre Bessette Church for the last time. I want to share with you the blessing that I received from Tom Dulley. Click here.

The flowers in next to the Tabernacle were provided by Kim Foren owner of Geranium Lake Flowers

The flowers next to our Tabernacle placed under our icon of Christ the Healer were provided by Kim Foren owner of Geranium Lake Flowers

Also, below is the text of Carleen’s testimony after communion for Andy Noethe and me. I am so grateful for all the kind words and thoughts during my final days at the parish.

I’m Carleen.  I’ve been a parishioner and a volunteer for the last seven years.  I came here with a lot of pain and brokenness- a long history of metal and emotional illness and a trail of wreckage dragging behind me—and I ached to belong!  Fr. Ron and Andy Noethe, have both had a great deal to do with my healing and growth over these past seven years, and, with the development of the gifts and strengths that are mine, today.  Together we’ve walked a journey and I hold in my heart many memories with will be a comfort in these days of transition.

It was Fr. Ron who invited me to have my feet washed during the Holy Thursday liturgy that first year.  I’d lonely been here a couple of weeks and was hurting really bad.  I remember that I cried through that entire experience.  To think that someone would want to touch me!

It was father Ron who invited me to become a lector and a Eucharistic minister. I love being a lector.  It’s like standing at the head of a long line of people stretching all the way back into Old Testament days—people proclaiming the Word of God! Fr. Ron has helped me to learn to love the Word of God and that is something that I will carry with me as he moves on.

It was also Fr. Ron who invited me to be one of the people to help carry our beautiful Icon of Christ the Healer, on he the day it was installed.  We processed around the block, presenting it to the four directions and lifting Christ the Healer to our neighbors in the needy corner of the world.

I remember the many times Fr. Ron has led us out to the street to pray for someone who was been murdered – to bless and pray and reclaim our streets and to witness to the dignity of human life.

But most of all, I value the profound reverence with which Fr. Ron approaches the sacraments in this most sacred place.  His witness announces the very real presence of God in people whose lives are shattered by poverty and homelessness- by mental illness and addictions – by isolation and profound loneliness. People who ACHE to belong! Fr. Ron speaks boldly and yet, so quietly – of the truth of human experience – for people who have no voice of their own – and yet they bear the face of Christ! I have leaned here, to seek God in those I meet, in the “Holy Ones”.

Andy was the one I went to learn how to truly become a “part” of this Community.  On the morning of May 1st, 2006, I presented myself out on the sidewalk at 9 AM and asked him if I could come in and volunteer – he said “sure!”  And with that, I was on my way.  I learned about other people’s suffering and I began to learn compassion. But, in this setting, I also get to address some of my won baggage – my shortcomings, reactions, fears and anxieties that would surface in relationship to other people – I received a lot of help from others —  “guest” and fellow volunteers alike and I have made a lot of friends.

Throughout these years, Andy has been a strong and patient support and example. He has never judged or criticized or shamed. He has let me find my own way. I have also watched him give this same respectful gift to others as well. Andy consistently treats people with dignity and respect, even if they are angry and lashing out, his attitude expresses care and concern – and, if nothing else, provides a safe way to leave with hope for a better experience another day, when they are feeling better.

The last thing I’d like to mention is about “greetings’ and “sendings”. Andy starts each morning by sa8ying to volunteers – ‘welcome friends” and ends each morning as he sends us off by saying “be good!”  There is much to reflect on in those simple words.  So, thank you both for all you’ve shared.

Andy, you are in my heart and prayers, “ Be good!”

And, Fr. Ron, there are a whole lot of people out there waiting who haven’t told you their stories, yet!  So, Listen! And go in Peace!

On The Margins – Pentecost: John: 20:19-23

Listen to my weekly radio show, On the Margins. We come to the end of the great 50 days of Easter to celebrate the feast of Pentecost. This feast is an ancient treasure given us by God. The Holy Spirit will teach us what we need to know and invite us into healing and forgiveness. This is the birthday of the Church, a feast that nudges us out of the nest of our comfort and celebrations from these past months. We are called to bring the Light of Christ to the world! Pentecost , May 19, 2013.

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The Year of Faith Retreat will be posted every month, from October 2012 through November 2013.

Pentecost Sunday 10:00am Mass

Street PrayerI am tongue-tied about saying goodbye to everyone at Saint Andre Bessette Church. This Sunday, May 19, the feast of Pentecost will be my last 10:00am Mass at the parish. For over eleven years, I have called this corner of 6th and Burnside home. Within this windowless chapel, I have celebrated such healing among so many people. I am truly grateful for the gift I have received. Thank you all for allowing me into your lives here, into your suffering, into your deep faith. Thank you.

I want to share the bulletin cover with you for this weekend. I struggle to say thank you. I hope you will read it with all my intention to express my gratitude.

Also, here is the article from the Catholic Sentinel about my departure.

I will move to Colorado Springs to become pastor at the Tri-Community Parishes in July after retreat and vacation and some time to process my nearly twelve years in Portland.

I will continue my writing and radio ministries in Colorado. I am excited to return to the parishes in Colorado Springs, Manitou Springs and Cascade where I served in 1984-87.

Conversation of Creativity 3 : Stained-glass windows at St. Francis Xavier Church


Holy Cross 300 adjIn January 2000, I spoke about the initial design concepts for the nine stained glass windows for Saint Francis Xavier Church in Burbank, California. Walter Judson (died in 2003) from the Judson Studies and Arpad Maghera, artist from Judson Studies and I discussed for two hours the basic theology in art and design for these nine windows. I speak about my concepts which became these beautiful windows for the parish community. I convey my first thoughts about what the windows could become. Walter and Arpad are hearing these ideas for the first time. This is a great moment of creativity and theology. This audio was given to me recently by the Judson Studio archives. I hope you enjoy this creative moment caught on tape from over thirteen years ago.

The explanations of each window have been previously published on this blog. Simply insert “stained glass St. Francis” in the search bar to read about each window.

This is the third of three sessions I will post from this conversation.

Listen now: [audio https://dl.dropboxusercontent.com/u/75239779/On%20The%20Margins/St.Xavier%20Burbank%20%233.wav]

Mother Frances Xavier Cabrini- First American saint

Mother Frances Xavier Cabrini-
First American saint

The Resurrection of Christ Jesus

The Resurrection of Christ Jesus

Anointing of the Sick and Reconcilation

Anointing of the Sick and Reconcilation

Eucharist 300

Holy Orders and Matrimony

Holy Orders and Matrimony

Mary and Jesus

Mary and Jesus

Baptism and Confirmation St. Francis Xavier Church, Burbank, CA

Baptism and Confirmation
St. Francis Xavier Church, Burbank, CA

The Holy Spirit and Pentecost

The Holy Spirit and Pentecost

Conversation of Creativity 2 : Stained-glass windows at St. Francis Xavier Church


Holy Cross 300 adjIn January 2000, I spoke about the initial design concepts for the nine stained glass windows for Saint Francis Xavier Church in Burbank, California. Walter Judson (died in 2003) from the Judson Studies and Arpad Maghera, artist from Judson Studies and I discussed for two hours the basic theology in art and design for these nine windows. I speak about my concepts which became these beautiful windows for the parish community. I convey my first thoughts about what the windows could become. Walter and Arpad are hearing these ideas for the first time. This is a great moment of creativity and theology. This audio was given to me recently by the Judson Studio archives. I hope you enjoy this creative moment caught on tape from over thirteen years ago.

The explanations of each window have been previously published on this blog. Simply insert “stained glass St. Francis” in the search bar to read about each window.

This is the second of three sessions I will post from this conversation.

Listen now: [audio https://dl.dropboxusercontent.com/u/75239779/On%20The%20Margins/St.Xavier%20Burbank%20%232.wav]

Mary and Jesus

Mary and Jesus

Baptism and Confirmation St. Francis Xavier Church, Burbank, CA

Baptism and Confirmation
St. Francis Xavier Church, Burbank, CA

The Holy Spirit and Pentecost

The Holy Spirit and Pentecost

Conversation of Creativity I : Stained-glass windows at St. Francis Xavier Church


Holy Cross 300 adjIn January 2000, I spoke about the initial design concepts for the nine stained glass windows for Saint Francis Xavier Church in Burbank, California. Walter Judson (died in 2003) from the Judson Studies and Arpad Maghera, artist from Judson Studies and I discussed for two hours the basic theology in art and design for these nine windows. I speak about my concepts which became these beautiful windows for the parish community. I convey my first thoughts about what the windows could become. Walter and Arpad are hearing these ideas for the first time. This is a great moment of creativity and theology. This audio was given to me recently by the Judson Studio archives. I hope you enjoy this creative moment caught on tape from over thirteen years ago.

The explanations of each window have been previously published on this blog. Simply insert “stained glass St. Francis” in the search bar to read about each window.

This is the first of three sessions I will post from this conversation.

Listen now: [audio https://dl.dropboxusercontent.com/u/75239779/On%20The%20Margins/St.Xavier%20Burbank%20%231.wav]

On The Margins – The Ascension of the Lord: Luke 24: 46-53

Listen to my weekly radio show, On the Margins. We need to be open to the gift of the Spirit here on earth, living the Paschal Mystery. We have inherited the gift of God’s Spirit to live this mystery among one another. We look not to heaven but discover our place here to live out this love. Believing is getting our hands dirty in service to building relationships in Christ’s name. We need to look around to the burdens and needs of people so we may continue the life of Christ on earth. The Ascension of the Lord, May 12, 2013.

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The Year of Faith Retreat will be posted every month, from October 2012 through November 2013.

On The Margins – Fifth Sunday of Easter: John 14:23-29

Listen to my weekly radio show, On the Margins. We prepare for the feasts of Ascension and Pentecost in these next weeks. God’s love is not going to fade or wash away. Love is made visible by the Spirit’s breath. This gospel reminds us of the disciples locked behind doors, afraid and lonely. We cannot hear the gospel enough, not to be afraid. We follow this great light, our faith in Christ Jesus. Sixth Sunday of Easter, May 5, 2013.”

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The Year of Faith Retreat will be posted every month, from October 2012 through November 2013.

Along with 72 Others: Living the Message We Preach

Originally published by Ministry & Liturgy Magazine, May 2013
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Just a few weeks after I was ordained I gave a homily during a funeral. I did not know the person, an elderly longtime parishioner in South Bend, Indiana. After the funeral, as I was preparing to ride in the hearse, an elderly, quirky man resting on a wooden cane approached me by the car. He sported a worn, wool sports coat with a scarf hanging nattily around his neck. He whispered in a quiet voice, barely audible above the crowd, “You certainly have a way with words.” I thanked him cordially. Then he leaned closer into my earshot and said, “ Don’t get too big for your britches.”

I admit after all these years; I still hang on to the old man’s advice. His influential words still shape my preaching and give direction to my homilies, not only for funerals but every time I open my mouth to give perspective and witness to God’s word during the Eucharist.

I pass on this piece of advice as I listen again to the gospels between the Fourteenth Sunday and Nineteenth Sunday of Ordinary Time. The shape of the liturgy and the message of these gospels remind us neither to cling to self-importance nor to depend upon our physical possessions when preaching and living the word of God. Jesus sends us out along with the seventy-two to carry little with us; no extra sacks, sandals or money belts. With these few possessions and a reminder of the essentials of lasting peace and emotional and physical healing, we are bound not to get too big for our britches.

I now preach among people who have few possessions and who ache for this peace and healing. Preaching is a vivid and real expression of my own conversion as I try to let go of all that gets in the way of living a simpler, less cluttered life. These gospels shake us from our everyday, numbing patterns of life. The Holy Word invites us and even compels us into real action in the world. As preachers, we cannot be deaf to these gospels nor can we expect others to hear them without us reflecting upon the way we live them out ourselves in our everyday life. On many days I ask God that I may first be changed by the gospels. I want to model what I say, that my words will come from a life of integrity and honesty.

I long to make the connection that the love of God is manifest in how I love my neighbor. The Good Samaritan models for us who preach that our words must bind up wounds and our words must become a balm of healing and reconciliation. When I preach those words, I am confronted with how my words so often crush and offend and how my words separate and divide people in my daily life. These connections of action based on the words of Jesus in the liturgy are non-negotiable, especially for the reader of the gospel and the preacher of these God-given texts.

As preachers we must not think that our preaching and God’s message are just for other people. This is a real professional trap that I have noticed within myself and I hear among other preachers. The message of love is for others, but not for me. The message of fidelity, kindness and service are easy to speak but take a lifetime to live. I have learned to be more patient with myself but also to keep the challenge alive. I am no longer worried about the structure of the homily, the acoustics of the church, and the quotations from saints, popes and popular piety. I am no longer focused on rich sentence structures or a turn of phrase. Now that I am preaching among people who have few possessions, I am no longer worried about my delivery, my homiletic style or even a consistent theology or even precise exegeses.  However, I do worry whether or not I can actually live the message I proclaim, the heart of the words Jesus spoke to those who followed him and those he sent out among wolves and naysayers.

I admit that the balance of Mary and Martha’s approach to Jesus’ presence is quite sustaining to me as a preacher. In order to serve with words from my mouth, I must first sit at the feet of the One who hears my woes, who challenges my status quo and who binds my wounds. If this connection is not made, my words will be hollow and untrue. If I do not rest my heart and all of my belongings and the feet of the Master my journey will be only into the depths of selfishness and self-aggrandizement.

As preachers we all must fit into our clothing. We cannot get too big for our britches in the name of the Kingdom of God.  We must take to heart the call to sort our belongings, to let go of our attachments and to serve with our words unceasingly. I continue to learn these lessons long after that first encounter with an elderly man who had the courage to put me on the correct path and to send me out into the mission of preaching.